About Me
I was diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis on February 17,
2005. I remember the date well because I felt that it was the day that marked
the downward spiral that was my life. To say I was scared would be an
understatement. I was absolutely terrified.
My symptoms that led me to diagnosis were all sensory
including tingling, numbness and l'hermittes sign. The neurologist I saw decided to put me on
the Tysabri waiting list. I didn't think there was
any other option. I certainly wasn't presented with any.
A few days later Tysabri was pulled from the market so the
neurologist piled a stack of video brochures, a minimum of a foot high, of the
available medications on my lap. At that point I had already been leery of the
medication and had been researching the possibility of alternative treatment.
Once I started reading about the medication, the success
rates (or lack thereof) and their side effects, I realized I was more afraid of
the medication than of MS itself.
My neurologist was not happy about my decision and promptly
told me that without the medication I would end up in a wheelchair in just a
few years. I remember crying as I wrote the check for the appointment.
I spent the week that followed reading about diet which led
me to Dr. Swank and his work. It was amazing to me and for the first time in a
week I finally had hope.
I found the Swank website and forum and dove right in. I
realized that these people were still living very normal lives. They were
talking about work, weekend plans, joking and laughing. They were actually
okay. There were more than okay. They were healthy and happy. I spent a great
deal of time on that platform and forged quite a few friendships with these
people, most of which I still have today.
I started the diet without hesitation as my life depended on
it, because, well... it pretty much did.
Since now I had to eat differently, that meant I also had to
cook differently. I started sharing the
recipes I created and they became very well received. My passion for cooking
grew. If there was a dish that I wanted that I could no longer eat, I made it
my mission to recreate it.
Within months my sensory issues disappeared and I continued
to follow the diet religiously. That was until the very end of 2016.
In December of 2016 I was diagnosed with Grave's disease and
Thyroid Eye Disease followed a few months later with double vision and
swelling. I thought, "MS didn't get me, but Grave's did." You see, my
two biggest fears when I was diagnosed with MS was going blind or ending up in
a wheelchair.
At this point I figured since I had been feeling great
MS-wise I owed it to myself to just eat whatever I wanted. After all, it had
been 11 years with no MS symptoms. The MS diagnosis must have been a mistake.
Besides that, I was hyperthyroid from the Grave's disease so I could eat A LOT
and not gain a pound, even lose weight. It wasn't unusual for me to devour an
entire bag of chips and wash it down with a pint of ice cream. It was almost a
nightly ritual.
In February of 2018 I underwent Orbital Radiation for my
Thyroid Eye Disease to stop the progression. Two months later I woke up and the
vision out of my left eye was like looking through a thick white veil. A week
later my eye sight returned to normal, but a day later the vision out of my
right eye went completely black and then my vision in that eye returned a week
later as well.
The specialists
confirmed that it was highly unlikely that the radiation caused this and
the neuro-ophthalmologist diagnosed me with Optic Neuritis. As soon as I heard
those words I thought, "MS got me after all."
Even though all the specialists I have seen can't confirm
with 100% certainty it was indeed the MS that caused it, they are all leaning
toward it. They don't have to. I feel it in my heart. As I see it, the
radiation put me through stress and I wasn't wearing the armour that is the
Swank diet to protect me.
I immediately started on the Swank diet again and I started
it just like it was 2005... just like it was my very first year. And I will
follow the diet just like I did then. Only this time I won't cheat.
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